Change

"The only constant thing in the world is change"
I know that, but please, will it ruin our friendship? with you that never grow up, and i that too serious for an eleven years old girl? we always keep in balance, i know that. You're a picture of five years old girl, and i'm always talk like a 15 years old girl with you, we are a real balance.

I never want to grow up when i spend time with you, even we know that's impossible. But really, as time goes by, we'll realize that we're not a balance, we are DIFFERENT. Nothing wrong with that.. we both just too different. Could two person that too different make a real, lasting friendship?

What can i do? i can't stay away from you, that's just the same with hurting myself. But if i am too close to you? i'm so tired....